I've managed to convince myself that it was going nowhere, and there was no sense in carrying on. I've come to the conclusion that it was just one of those short and sweet things with an inevitable end, and I've accepted it. I've indulged in distractions and I've finally gotten to a point where I didn't wish that things were different.
Or so I thought.
Whatever resolve I had started crumbling after a simple inquiry about how my day was. I let myself be swayed into an all-too-familiar conversation. And then everything fell apart after a simple wish for me to have a good night's sleep, sweet dreams and a better day after.
So now it's back to square one. Great.
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